It has been some time since I blogged here. Well, a lot has changed in the past year in the life of the Wellman household and God has been at the forefront of all of it. (Or at least I hope we have allowed him that position)
Upward finished last season well and on a positive note. Plans were quickly being made for next year. After Upward finished it was onto things like Easter, Block Party, VBS and camps. It was somewhere in the midst of the hectic and craziness that God saved me from myself and my misguided focus. Sometimes I think we confuse things and then justify them well. I began to refocus my energy toward my relationship with God and my family. Somehow ministry creeped in above these and then jumbled things up. I began to have more peace than I had ever experienced.
Then came change. Hmm, God began speaking to me in the quiet times (Funny how you hear him clearer when you make time for being quiet - even if they are short times) All that I could describe it was as a stirring. God was stirring the waters. I had heard it said, but wasn't exactly sure what it meant until I experienced it. I am still not confident of the final result of this stirring, but I know it's in process.
I think I am learning a lot about myself in this time of change and stirring. I find myself run into default mode - which I hate. I spent many years developing this default mode and undoing it is not so easy. For me default is to make everyone happy and do all that needs to be done all in my own time and strength. It is frankly exhausting. I have been praying Psalm 46:1 for a few months now. This reminds me that God is my refuge and strength and my ever present help in times of need.
So - if everything stayed the same we'd always be what we've always been right? so with change comes the opportunity to make things different. But is that my job or God's? God's of course - so as God brings the change and continues what He has going in the waters of my life, I will choose to lean on him for strength, run to him for refuge and count of him for his help in my times of need.
I do need to remember though not to mix up what's really important or who I do what for!
May God bless you and prune you in 2009
12.22.2008
1.29.2008
UPWARD - Mid Season
Well it is the end of January and UPWARD basketball is in full swing. Game week 4 is this Saturday and it has been a fun adventure. I am consistently amazed at the volunteers who have come to serve the children in this program. There have been some great stories from coaches, parents, and kids about how UPWARD has impacted them.
This program is bigger than us all - bigger because of the potential it has for reaching those who don't know Jesus personally, bigger because it crosses socio-economic lines, bigger because it allows all kids to play and succeed in something, bigger because it allows adults to again become involved in the lives of kids and be an active part of the body, bigger because our building is limited, but God is not. It will be through His grace, His plan, and His purpose, and His people that the Kingdom will be impacted. All the rest is details - mere details.
This program is bigger than us all - bigger because of the potential it has for reaching those who don't know Jesus personally, bigger because it crosses socio-economic lines, bigger because it allows all kids to play and succeed in something, bigger because it allows adults to again become involved in the lives of kids and be an active part of the body, bigger because our building is limited, but God is not. It will be through His grace, His plan, and His purpose, and His people that the Kingdom will be impacted. All the rest is details - mere details.
Kindness
Can you believe that it is February already!!! Well, not today, but . . . but soon! Yikes!
The new virtue for this month is Kindness- showing others they are valuable by how you treat them. Who couldn’t use a little more kindness both in our action toward others as well as being treated kinder.
Galatians 5:22-23 -Kindness is a fruit of the Spirit – so as we grow in our relationship with Jesus and we allow him to transform us from the inside out, we will become more like Jesus – and yes, become kinder. The interesting thing I find about the Fruit of the Spirit is that we can often fake the Fruit for a period of time, but after a while our true selves come shining or blasting out. I suppose a good test in knowing if you are faking or growing is to check your motive and reflect on your history.
Why do you want to act the way that reflects the Fruit? If your reasons include, "it is nicer" or "people would like me better" or "I know I am wrong in how I act," than you are right, but your motive doesn't line up with Jesus. However, if your reason is more like, "I want to be more like Jesus" or"I want to honor God" than your moving in the right direction. If you fall in the first category keep probing your heart - why do you what people to like you better? Why do you want to be nicer? Why do you feel that you act wrong? If your true desire is to please and serve God rather people, than your wording could be off, but you motives still true. But, if you are more concerned with what others think, than you are faking. Those mere mortals won't save your soul! Only Jesus!!
The second way to tell if your behavior is a result of faking or the Fruit is to reflect on your history. Over time, do you feel as if you consistently have been kind, or patient, or gentle, shown self control, etc. Does it come more and more natural? or is it still forced? There isn't a magic formula to spiritual growth, yet when we continue to seek the Lord in all that we do, we grow. When we spend time with Him, we grow. When we spend more time caring about others, we grow.
So, my question to you is this, are you growing in your relationship with Jesus or have you gotten comfortable or lazy? It is a lifelong process and others will know who we follow by the Fruit of your actions.
The new virtue for this month is Kindness- showing others they are valuable by how you treat them. Who couldn’t use a little more kindness both in our action toward others as well as being treated kinder.
Galatians 5:22-23 -Kindness is a fruit of the Spirit – so as we grow in our relationship with Jesus and we allow him to transform us from the inside out, we will become more like Jesus – and yes, become kinder. The interesting thing I find about the Fruit of the Spirit is that we can often fake the Fruit for a period of time, but after a while our true selves come shining or blasting out. I suppose a good test in knowing if you are faking or growing is to check your motive and reflect on your history.
Why do you want to act the way that reflects the Fruit? If your reasons include, "it is nicer" or "people would like me better" or "I know I am wrong in how I act," than you are right, but your motive doesn't line up with Jesus. However, if your reason is more like, "I want to be more like Jesus" or"I want to honor God" than your moving in the right direction. If you fall in the first category keep probing your heart - why do you what people to like you better? Why do you want to be nicer? Why do you feel that you act wrong? If your true desire is to please and serve God rather people, than your wording could be off, but you motives still true. But, if you are more concerned with what others think, than you are faking. Those mere mortals won't save your soul! Only Jesus!!
The second way to tell if your behavior is a result of faking or the Fruit is to reflect on your history. Over time, do you feel as if you consistently have been kind, or patient, or gentle, shown self control, etc. Does it come more and more natural? or is it still forced? There isn't a magic formula to spiritual growth, yet when we continue to seek the Lord in all that we do, we grow. When we spend time with Him, we grow. When we spend more time caring about others, we grow.
So, my question to you is this, are you growing in your relationship with Jesus or have you gotten comfortable or lazy? It is a lifelong process and others will know who we follow by the Fruit of your actions.
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